When life stands still…

How do you feel when you have a rude awakening? Do you look back on your life and ponder upon the past? That was what happened to me…Received a shocking news today. A friend passed away… Not very close, but i knew her. And the thing is, she was too young to die… The mood around me was all in a depressed state, and not everyone was in a good mood. I got scolded also, not becos of what i did wrong, but rather, i guess this person just wanted to let it out, and I became the scapegoat…

The last time I had someone close who died was quite a while ago… but the feeling’s different now. I cried for the longest time before, but today, I just felt immune. Couldn’t express my feelings verbally or emotionally, but I could feel my heart bleeding…

It makes me really think back on my life… And to treasure my close ones before I lose the chance…

Just a perl rambling entrapped in the castle, dark and cold…